Letter from valerie,v for vendetta.

I know there is no way i can convince you this is not one of their Tricks,but i don`t care,i am me.
My name is valerie i don`t think i will live much longer but i wanted to tell someone about my life,this is the only autobigraphy i will ever write and god! Its on toilette paper,i was born in nottingham in 1985 ,i do not remember to much about those years, but i do remember the rain,my grandmother owned a farm in the countryside,and she used to tell me that god was in the rain,during the nine plus i was going to a grammar class,i was in school when i had my first girlfriend, her name was sarah,it was her wrists,her wrists were beautyful,i thought we would love each other for ever,i remember a teacher telling us that it was just the adolescent hormones,and they went when people grew,sarah did,i didn`t,in 2002 i falled in love with a girl called christina,that year i came out to my parents,i couldn`t do it without chris holding my hand,my father couldn`t look at me he told me to go and never come back,my mother said nothing,but i only told them the truth,was that so selfish?,our integrity sells for so little,but it is all that we really have,it is the very last inch of us, and within that inch we are free.
I had always known what i wanted to do with my life, and in 2015 i started my first film, the salt flats it was the most important step of my life but not beacause of my carreer but because it was there that i met ruth, the first time we kissed i knew i wouldn`t ever want to kiss other lips that weren`t her`s ,we moved to a small flat toghether in london, she grew scarlet carsons for me in our window,and our place always smelled like roses, it was the best years of my life,but the war kept going worst and worst,and it eventually came to london,after that there were no roses anymore,not for anyone,i remember how the meaning of words began to change,unknown words like colaterall and surrender became threatning,i remember how different became dangerous,i still don`t understand it why did they hate us so much?
They took ruth while she was out buying food,i hadn`t ever cryed so hard in my life,
It wasn`t long till they came to me,it sounds strange that my life would end in such a terrible place,in three years i had roses and apologised to noone,i should die here every inch of me should,every inch ,but one, an inch it is small and it is fragile, but is the only thing in the world worth having,we must never let it go away and we must never let them take it from us,i hope that whoever you are you escape this place,i hope that the world turns and the things get better,but what i want more is that you understand that even though i don`t know you,and although i may never meet you,love with you, cry with you,or kiss you... i love you, with all my heart,i love you.